I exorcised that demon yesterday or the day before, finally. It had been a couple of weeks since I baked a deep dish blackberry-raspberry pie for the XO. That turned out to be a bad day to bake a pie. Not because of how he felt about me, but it hurt me anyway.
I don't think I am ready to talk about this yet, and it ended up not mattering for now anyway. I just want to log a victory here. I cleaned it up. I faced the thing I had kept hidden for two weeks because it scared me and caused me so much pain.
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