Haven't popped my meds yet today. Got a really nice email from the XO this morning, but again, like yesterday, he signed it "Love, _______ [his real name]". Last trip he signed most emails "I love you, Love, ______ ." SO I am worrying. A little sort of a lot. I dunno. We said I love you last weekend a bunch of times. I think if he changed his mind he would tell me and he def seems to like me. I think this is anxiety talking but I still need to hear it sometimes. I'm reasonably sure he'll write it to me at some point this trip or else say it when he gets back tho :)
I wish I could ask mon ami. He'd know. But I think I know what he'd say already, so I don't wanna bother him.
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